I shouldn't be crying this hard https://t.co/Z4SMTj4jdy
— relationships (@ipostlovers) November 14, 2015
It's nearing 4am and this video is making me cry so hard (I didn't even feel this sad when I first watched it). It's just that a sudden crippling fear of losing my dad forever takes hold of me and I cannot even properly see what Im typing right now coz TEARS but really, it is apparent that dad is aging and wtf I don't ever wanna lose him despite how his marriages with all these women have always affected me. I mean now Im just glad someone's beside him taking care of him but Im also always scared of how he might be at the losing end. It's like I've got to protect him but Idk how. You don't just interfere with someone else's happiness, and that includes your own dad right. And Im not even half as good as how he treats us wtf how am I suppose to sleep with all these crying. I guess what Im trying to say is - I want to have enough time for this family (however broken) to be together coz we might not have another lifetime and god, we always do want more time.