Wednesday, January 20, 2016

Souls of the flowers that died last summer



I see that my last post had been more than a month back and hello, it's me coming out from the other side (2015) - twenty fifteen had been weird, but nothing compared to its december alone. Or rather, weird things were still happening coz 2015 hadn't end I reckon. Like getting a first class semester GPA which still render me amazed coz Im mostly a B student (now I can say I've gotten grades from C+ to A+ and both the lowest / highest grades were given by the same prof woah) so Im now officially a second lower (: NOT TOO BAD I GUESS. And like, what if the one that got away came back? I truly wasn't expecting that, and this kinda thing happens to be ever so confusing. Idk, this time I need to set my expectations right so as to save myself from disappointment coz Im not gonna fall as low as I did back in october. I mean, people have got different addictions so whatever floats your boat or my boat. For me, this isn't about giving up or hanging on. This is me reorienting my priorities.

And I seriously cannot wait to do up a post on my Europe trip!! Got the rest of the photos from adeline only yesterday (finally back to pioneer gym!) and I spent the entire afternoon today filtering out approx 2000 images. Some videos I actually panned too fast wtf they're making me so dizzy Im not sure how Im gonna compile all the videos hahaha BUT IM GONNA TRY ANW. Im guessing the blog post & the video won't be up anytime soon tho, what with all the editing. Anw, I got this lavender stone from Sirmione for my friends as souvenirs HAHAHA ya know what Zx said - "You really value add to my life" LOL was that a subtle way of saying "You're weird" ??????? Hey it's not just a stone, but a lavender scented one I cannot stress that enough!! And yeah Zx thanks, I know I've been value adding to your life since 2009 (; Next time plz don't stress yourself out over what to get for your 'artistic' friend here (coz Im not) ... I would have been equally happy if you'd just gotten me a pen (but not pilot G2 ok lol) Alr looking forward to the CNY steamboat with them poly girls (: And I had Xy staying over at my crib on xmas eve - we were just done with the Star Wars movie when I was told that Dad's gonna watch Ip Man 3 at westmall and me being me (who's not gonna miss out on a free movie ever ever ever) I was like "Eh dad, can treat my friend also coz she's staying over" HAHA a movie marathon on xmas eve sounds about good anyway.

So, hello 2016. I've been staying at grandma's for the past week (body clock still the same old tho) and this is me trying to write something, anything before it feels like time is running out for me. I mean, look at this post. It need not be this long. I can actually go on forever with this kind of freestyle writing but no, I think I wanna sleep. It's alr past 4am and we are still gonna celebrate Dad's 50th birthday come evening. And did I mention job hunting is very real ??????? I went for two interviews last week and no matter whether I get the job or not, I actually learnt more about myself and the profession that I wanna get into. I mean, both interviews lasted a little more than an hour, surely there will be takeaways and Im gonna save that for my tangible diary some other day. Getting old, goodnight xx